|Sometimes I just wake up and have a really hard time believing in myself and thinking I have any talent at all. Feels like it just gets tougher each and every time.|
My intention isn’t to come off as either. It’s actually a really annoying problem that I deal with on a regular basis regarding anything in my life. Games, clothes, makeup, cosplay, etc. It’s like having really super terrible OCD and Anxiety mixed together to make you spiral down like a helicopter crashing into the sea with depression just from pricking your finger.
Sometimes it’s handy when I make things because it pushes me to be as accurate to a character as possible. It also sucks.
The fact that my skirt on Flonne is too long genuinely upsets me and I want to redo the entire thing because it’s not EXACTLY like the true character design/concept art. I also easily get discouraged and push projects off as long as possible because I’m just so mad at myself for being unable to figure out how A and B should be done.
It’s a seriously annoying problem I can’t seem to shake. It’s why I don’t have as many costumes under my belt as I could have had in 10 years of cosplaying. I learn from my mistakes and each costume I plan next always has something I have no idea how to make.
Sorry if it comes off as a brag, but it’s more of an annoyance I need to mention if anything else.
I actually have a whole (sloppy) write up of how everything was done :D
You can find everything broken down specifically to know or understand exactly what I did
If you have anymore questions just message me! Hope it helps ( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ